A day without laughter is a day wasted.

Never ever forget that

xox

Dear thoughts in my head...

You are constantly over working my brain and too be honest I would quite like to shut my eyes and dream right now. So If it isn't a hassle could you please let me know where the off switch is??

I promise you can start fresh first thing in the morning. I know you want to process the day without missing a moment in time,wonder how I could live with out love? Why it is a constant battle to say NO to your arch enemy black forest chocolate?

I know you love to think about the beach sand in your hair, the lazy summers, the fact that if you really really wanted to you could be a pro paddle board surfer even though you haven't tried it yet, The craziness you can get up to with your friends, thinking about the weekends (even though its the start of the week).

You love to think about the endings in movies before they happened wonder and ponder about your to - do list that is sitting on your desk at work still waiting to be finished, wonder what would TV be like if friends was still on.

You love to think about how you would love to be dancing every breathing moment instead of sitting at a desk, arguing to yourself about the current affairs in the world, thinking about what you are going to wear tomorrow, why your hair isn't the colour you want it to be, wonder why the jeans that fitted you last month some how don't seem to get past your thighs, why it is so hard to get the one person you want to sit up and notice you, and why oh why do they always bring you to tears?

I understand you have unanswered questions but the thing is....my eyes are sleepy and my dreams are knocking softly on the door waiting patiently to come in so if you don't mind I would like to say good night and see you in the morning.

Love

Me
xox

2011 The year of dreams

Just to let you know, I am taking the plunge and I am jumping into the pool of dreams and goals with my eyes wide open, arms flung out and head held high.

For this, is the year good things are going to happen. Not just for me but for you too.

Its at this exact moment I am going to stop worrying, procrastinating, feeling down. listening to others, this exact moment where I stop letting negative thoughts creep into my brain and whisper " you can't....you are fat....you are ugly" or whatever they love to try and make me think to stop me from doing what I do best. Being me :-)

Last year was just plain tragic. I did all the above, I worried, procrastinated for so long that I let opportunities pass me by, didn't tell the ones I loved how much they meant to me, cried for no apparent reason Mopped around just plain old feeling sorry for myself. I was in a lull that I could not break free from.

But not this year....

I have grabbed a one way ticket and jumping on the express train to the land where dreams come true, and I don't plan on getting off till I get there.

Life is ours to be spent not saved.......There is nothing that is impossible there was a time when we didn't have aeroplanes, hadn't been to the moon, we thought the earth was flat, So why not jump on the train with me :-) Like I said it is the year

xox

In the words of James Dean "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today. "

Back to Front

If I woke up in the mornin'
And the world was back to front
There was sunshine in the evenin'
And the moon came out for lunch

I wouldn't mind walkin' backwards with you
At least we'd always know where we'd be goin' to
We could talk till we forget how to talk

And we could learn to laugh again
Like when we were children
We could learn to dance again
Like nobody is watchin'

If everyone was gettin' young
There'd be a smile on your face
If all the friends that passed away
Came back to this place

We'd be puttin' down the daisies
Drinkin' milk and feelin' lazy
There's no sense in any senses
What's the use in independence?

We could play of the tears that came
We could walk till we forget how to walk
And cool till we forget anything at all


We could learn to look right
Into each others eyes
'Cause we got nothin' to hide


Back to front, front to back
Will you come backwards with me
Backwards with me?

No judging in the non judging cirlc

Hi Sim,


Dogg love from the Dogfather oof oof

I just put that above photo becausee I love it :-)

I was wondering why ........

I never told you that you made my heart flutter every time you walked in a room,that you are the first thing I think about when I wake up and in my dreams when I go to sleep or that I re -read your texts over and over .

I never told you that you make me want to scream at the top of my lungs " I heart you a million times over. " That when you were with her I was wishing it was me.That you give me a feeling that I never felt before, its become something that's impossible to ignore.

But I never told you, What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in......I wonder why I couldnt just tell you ....that I heart everything about you.