No judging in the non judging cirlc

Hi Sim,


Dogg love from the Dogfather oof oof

I just put that above photo becausee I love it :-)

I was wondering why ........

I never told you that you made my heart flutter every time you walked in a room,that you are the first thing I think about when I wake up and in my dreams when I go to sleep or that I re -read your texts over and over .

I never told you that you make me want to scream at the top of my lungs " I heart you a million times over. " That when you were with her I was wishing it was me.That you give me a feeling that I never felt before, its become something that's impossible to ignore.

But I never told you, What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in......I wonder why I couldnt just tell you ....that I heart everything about you.

My mind never stops ticking. It is constantly working and some times I cant figure out where the off button is?


I can lie awake just daydreaming about the woulda coulda shouldas,replay every moment, every second, a slight look, change of tone or a touch for hours at a time.

Over think about conversations "what did it mean when they said ...." . I want to be able to stop and tell my mind to go to sleep now, but its like there is to much up there, like its working overtime trying to figure out the meanings of life or how to get through the next day with out despair.



Its my never land, my safe haven where I safely store my hopes and dreams which seem so far away. My fears that keep creeping up on me when I least expect it and my wildest crazy moments that only myself will ever know about.



Sometimes I wish to share .....but I get the better of myself ....

THE PARADOX OF OUR TIME

The Paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings yet shorter tempers, wider freeways but narrower view points.We spend more but have less; we buy more but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences but less time we have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke to much, spend too recklessly laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late get up too tired read too little watch Tv too much and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions but reduced our values. we talk too much, love to seldom hate too often.

We have learned how to make a living but not a life We've added years to life not life to years. We've been to the moon and back but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space.

We have done larger things but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but pollute the soul. We've conquered the atom but not our prejudice.

We write more but learn less We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the days of quick trips disposable nappies, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you and a time when you can choose either to share this insight or to just hit and close.

REMEMBER; spend some time with loved ones. Because they are not going to be around forever. Remember say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

REMEMBER to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

REMEMBER to say "I LOVE YOU" to your partner and your loved ones but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

xox by George Carlin.