My mind never stops ticking. It is constantly working and some times I cant figure out where the off button is?


I can lie awake just daydreaming about the woulda coulda shouldas,replay every moment, every second, a slight look, change of tone or a touch for hours at a time.

Over think about conversations "what did it mean when they said ...." . I want to be able to stop and tell my mind to go to sleep now, but its like there is to much up there, like its working overtime trying to figure out the meanings of life or how to get through the next day with out despair.



Its my never land, my safe haven where I safely store my hopes and dreams which seem so far away. My fears that keep creeping up on me when I least expect it and my wildest crazy moments that only myself will ever know about.



Sometimes I wish to share .....but I get the better of myself ....